Close your eyes and think of one thing you want the most.If you weren't able to see anything in a span of 10 seconds, "Welcome to the club". If you were able to see sometihng, please leave me a comment. You might be a major help !
When I close my eyes, I see only fuzz.
I cannot concentrate on any one thing at a time.When I think of what I want, instead of a single thing, I see white cloud, and some random stuff that I want floating around.How much does it take for order to kick in chaos? I think, how much of a mess, can I take before I start to clean up?Is it only me?
Am I alone in this? I hope it is only me.
The idea of an entire generation wandering in dark infinite space of time is more horrifying than I can imagine.I was thinking on a high level, of the attitude change, over past few generations. Girls think unlike gender opposite, more in control and always the closest to the "Book Of Standard Behaviour". That has been coming over generations. But in the past few years, this attitude has totally changed. Girls and women enjoy more power and comfort. They also enjoy more "loss of control" and adrenaline rush.So, yeah, if during the past few years the boys have become more understanding and closer to the codes of behaviour, the girls have just started their roller-coaster ride.Maybe this is where chaos enters our life. With no controller negetive feedback, our circuit will go crazy, with amplified current each time it completes the loop.
Then the always-a-million-dollar-question arises who or what will put an end to this madness!Do we need an accident or a personal tragedy to help us come out of coma and see sense?Even if we do, how is it that we fail to act? Even if we take the immense initiative and start it, does that idea even see it's prime? Or does it always remain a whimper, a sad little sound in the mad world of disorder?
I might be wrong, and things might not be really so bad, our own little lives.
5 comments:
hey snehal ru from SJCS bhopal...
Yes..
interesting view ! i wish more guys and girls would understand that there has to be a check point once in a while. Keep blogging ! waiting for more :)
Also are u an electrical engineer?
When I feel the there is no end to randomness.. I also feel the same kind fuzzyness around me. But what I feel about this is, this randomness is necessary in everybody's life. But one should always ask the question to himself or herself as to where is the end. This act of asking the question to oneself may direct the random thoughts to one way or the other..
Probably, I can relate this kind of situation with flowing water.
You might have observed the flow of water near a waterfall. It is immensely random. Every drop moves randomly. It never stops until it reaches the ocean.. Similarily, thoughts are like drops. A lot of thoughts moving randomly constitutes ones action.
So, its a very natural thing. The best way to come out of this darkness is to write down all your thoughts into a diary on day-to-day basis. In this way, you can track your own fuzziness. If one does this I bet that individual would be able to engineer his/her actions consiously. Mark my words, I said consiously. Many day-to-day actions what we do most of them are done subconsiously. If one is able to engineer there subconsious actions, they can view and feel their vagueness of thoughts. Then, probably slowly one may come out of this darkness where you would be having a plausible reasons for every action of yours..
*Note: These my thoughts. If anybody feels the same way can comment on this. Otherwise, just forget it. I call this as introspection, what I do to understand myself in a much better way.
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