Close your eyes and think of one thing you want the most.If you weren't able to see anything in a span of 10 seconds, "Welcome to the club". If you were able to see sometihng, please leave me a comment. You might be a major help !
When I close my eyes, I see only fuzz.
I cannot concentrate on any one thing at a time.When I think of what I want, instead of a single thing, I see white cloud, and some random stuff that I want floating around.How much does it take for order to kick in chaos? I think, how much of a mess, can I take before I start to clean up?Is it only me?
Am I alone in this? I hope it is only me.
The idea of an entire generation wandering in dark infinite space of time is more horrifying than I can imagine.I was thinking on a high level, of the attitude change, over past few generations. Girls think unlike gender opposite, more in control and always the closest to the "Book Of Standard Behaviour". That has been coming over generations. But in the past few years, this attitude has totally changed. Girls and women enjoy more power and comfort. They also enjoy more "loss of control" and adrenaline rush.So, yeah, if during the past few years the boys have become more understanding and closer to the codes of behaviour, the girls have just started their roller-coaster ride.Maybe this is where chaos enters our life. With no controller negetive feedback, our circuit will go crazy, with amplified current each time it completes the loop.
Then the always-a-million-dollar-question arises who or what will put an end to this madness!Do we need an accident or a personal tragedy to help us come out of coma and see sense?Even if we do, how is it that we fail to act? Even if we take the immense initiative and start it, does that idea even see it's prime? Or does it always remain a whimper, a sad little sound in the mad world of disorder?
I might be wrong, and things might not be really so bad, our own little lives.
